** bila nak buat birthday Riky**

haha..title above is given by my sister-Hani..tadi kat kampong after my cousin controversial wedding ( hehe..tak kisah Suraya, as long as ure happy and Fitri can take care of you and Islam in a good way, ckap2 tu ignore je..)

"ko kata nak buat waktu riky da pandai jalan, skrang da pandai pon tak buek2 gak.." aisey, tertampo mama dia ne rase when she said that..its not that i dont want to do, but its because im err bz? bole accept tak readers.. i mean bz bukan working tau, well part of it..hehe..tapi hari tu im nt well, hospitalized, then riky's nt well..then baba outstation, then..oke the list is long! trust me, or else takkan la saja2 nak delay Riky's 1st birthday?

adik, mama tak janji tauu..i mean insyaAllah mama mesti buat nye sebelom umur adik sampai 2 tahun...hehehehhe

** mecca & medina **

rindu nak gi dua2 tempat ne, last week one of my colleagues just came back, so I managed to catch up here and there with her..hearing her stories and excitment, well actually we shared ours,always gives me the pumping in my adrenaline.

macam mana nak cerita yea, the feelings tu susah sket nak express, especially when I saw green dome and black square built infront of me..its like expressionless. alhamdulillah praise to Allah I managed to complete few rounds of umra' and only assisted hubby, and accompany him with his journey for miqat due to women reason. tipu la kalo i say im not dissapointed or sad since i took pils prescribed by gynae, tapi at least, Allah gives me the chance to step on His holy land..

my tour group ne, mostly professionals-doc gigi ada, doc GP ada, doc falsafah pon ada..mostly travel with family la, of course la kan if gi sana kene la ada muhrim nya. there this one family, mom with 4 daughters and in laws, plus a cute kiddie..it reminds me of myself..alangkah bestnye if mom can travel along with us all-4 sisters, surely can be pretty much havoc gak..

tapi suma sempoi..cuma ada la masa2 nye kiterang ada complain sket2 but most of the time we plus minus gak ngan our organizer..nak perfect mmg tak dapat la but at least our main objective tu tercapai..

normally when hubby gi beribadat i felt bored in hotel room, ye la tgk tv pon tak paham, so usually i went to wait for him near the mosque..bukan tunggu depan pintu masjid yea, tapi depan masjid dalam shopping mall! ha jangan main2, dpn masjidil haram ada starbux, u also can shop in that zam-zam mall...ada guess boutique, esprit..fuh! i mean i donno,it's just felt wrong to see such shops that close to Haram..

bukankah itu akan menjadi satu distraction untuk jemaah? or maybe im wrong, maybe its just me who feels that way, orang lain mungkin suka..but orinality of that place i think dah makin hilang la..ntah bila next time ada rezeki pergi lagi, ada disneyland lak somewhere at that parameter..


nak carik internet pon is very2 limited, nasib kat Hilton business center leh access, itu pon with 15 rial per hour..hahaha..telan je la, sbb nak tengok muke Zikry nye pasal..

** Give it up to Liza Kery y'll**

*today lambat balik sket dari opis..jumpe my ever best friend-liza..we've known each other for ages! and had experienced laughters, sadness..even accidents! yep we do bark at each other at times, but as this is part of the processes to grow mature, we adapt it well and move forward..

bulging, and still bubbly as ever, always a Dory.

im kinda excited for her. i mean why not, she's into her 39th sem now, give it me in her shoes, i already have zikry screaming 'lively' at my ears! i had zikry at my 38th weeks, therefore seeing her already at her end of 39th weeks make me nervous and happy at the same time..happy because she'll be having a baby soon, another topic that we can happily gossiping around!

all the best Boo..riky cant wait to have a playmate, not a playdoh.hahah..i pray for your wellbeing during the delivery, may Allah bless you always..**

oh yeah of course, i love you too :)

** A life battle **

today doesnt start as I intend it to be..banyak sangat perkara yang harus diselesaikan dan di ambil kira at my office..since i need to slim down my group,that means i will have to spill out bad news to few ppl..which i really hate to..i mean its easy to imagine..put urself in that shoes, u'll scream in tears! notice in a day..how mean is that? :(

with lots of issues surrounding, myself actually always teringat at my dear maklang way in pontian johor..she's scheduled to undergo breast removal surgery tomorrow, since she's been diagnosed with breast cancer stage 1..deep down i believe she'll go tru dis one with fierce courage..but considering whatever that she's been goin tru all these year made me fight back my tears...i cannot say it's not fair, sebab Allah itu Maha Mengetahui..mana mungkin Dia akan menguji hamba-Nya jika Dia tahu hamba itu tidak berkemampuan...:(

made me realize one thing..cherish dan treasure la whatever's being granted for you..dont take things for granted..even the ability for you to open up ur eyes every morning and breath in the air..myself is getting cooler bit nowdays..bukan apa, my boss is scheduled to undergo angiogram tomorrow, and my another friend had mild heart attack last week..all these things quickly made me resort to one solution-bersyukur, and yep stress management..

release my stress? look at my hubby and darling riky la..of course talking to parents and families, they never failed to make me feel way much better altho its clearly was my fault!

to my ever dearest beloved Mak lang, there are lots of prayers meant for you then you can never imagined..i love you and always do, please keep the spirit up and tawakkal, insyaAllah..insyaAllah..and my cousins, sorry for not being there physically, but i know u know that my prayers are always lingering you..

my hubby? thanks for you know what..i love you

**Howdy ppl!!*

salam all,good day! lama gile tak update..well..lama as such dat baby Riky's already crossing that border line of being a year old now, am at helper #7 now! 've been with frequent visits to clinics with couple of times in and out to hospitals!

still..i feel like im being blessed, despite some hiccups..as long as Allah permits me to breath this air of Him, so shall I..tru FB I managed to track down few of my old friends *hi oldies! remember the good ol'times? that was like years back down the road, and looking back, boy im just glad to have bumped onto them..

had sat down for an important xm recently..dunno..didnt really prepare for it but duh, who cares, just go for the experience sake..kalo itu rezeki saya, maka ia akan jadi rezeki saya, tapi of course along with effort poured in..

ive pumped in pics of my lil eyecandy..he's the world to me, greatest gift Ive ever had..syukur Allah..

will get back soon xoxox