hahah...bukan tak masuk internet, tapi just am lazy to punch in lines, pemalas betul kan, if nak consider sebok, start bulan March dah tak sebok dah, sebok buat mende2 yg menggembirakan ada la..although kadang2 semak kepala, tapi hey who doesnt? name me one person yg takde masalah, and that person is either a big fat bloody liar or insane...
zikry tengah tido skrang and hubby hasnt got back yet, which gives me a slot for myself. close the tv, minimize facebook and here i am..dulu ada la cita2 nak jadi penulis, zaman remaja muda belia dulu ada la hantar2 ke mag or suratkhabar artikel2 ni, ada yg kene siar, ada yg tak, hatred mail pon penah but with full name and address tau..buatkan orangnye keje karangan, essays, jadi co editor majalah kolej, and so on..but end up jadi technical slave-engineer. i wonder what've made me push towards that direction.nak kat money...dont think so. nak kata time?geez not at all, passion? with all the kamiran and functions? hell no! so what?
maybe it was my late brother in law. when i took aerodynamics, he sort off laughed me off in a good way, challenged me, hey sis in law, are you sure you can do it? him being a graduate from US with sponsorship from gov was a successful one, but at that time maybe i was too naive to absorb what kind of pressure he was facing..and unfortunately, that was what caused his death part of sudah sampai ajal..
jadi..now im turning leaf. to what direction pulak? entahla....
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