hmm..
intonation sewaktu membaca title itu haruslah berada dalam kebingungan..
apa taknya, ive never been not busy for so many years, study, work , catching up here and there and voila! sudddenly im busy at doing nothing!
sampai at one point saya migraine sebab saya tak buat apa2...hahah, kalau sebelum ni its the other way around now it seemes like thats not the case anymore..mmg pening la,kalo sebelum ni time is chasing me but now its like im lost in the time machine..
ok tapi statement atas ni haruslah dengan condition exclude jaga anak! what i meant right now is time for yourself, your career upbringing, for past 5 years i was so engrossed with what i do best, and getting into different upcoming challenges each time, dalam kata lain brain tu sentiasa di asah la..
sekarang brain agak tumpul la..waaaaaaa waaaaaaa
luckily cepat2 ada back up plan, bussiness walaupon tak besar, part time trading/import export consultancy ( whatta heck, im with engineering background tapi layan ajelah, since tak lari jauh mana pon, janji social skills ok ), im pretty much busy again..
cuma busy ni is at my own time la, meaning kalo rase nak baring bole la baring, takde la kalo dulu rasa nak baring then kene tunggu after office hours, beat the traffic drive back home baru bole baring, opps tu lom lagi kalo nak kene masak ke or layan zikry main..
dalam erti kata lain- blessing in disguise la yea..itulah dia, aturan Allah, qada n qadar itu kalo boleh jangan dipertikaikan ( this is a reminder to myself ), eventho at first ive had strong feelings against me resigning at mid-peak of my career, i personally believe Allah has much bettter plan for me in the long run..mudah-mudahan insyaAllah..now i know what ppl meant by inner happiness..contentment.
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