And so he speaks!

1st scenario:
Baba: Sok Saturday my cousins nak datang ye
Mama: Ala sok ma keje la yang
Baba: Hmm

2nd scenario:
Mama: hmm poning tul la layang operator ne *bebel2 sindri sambil check messages
Baba: soh benti taknak!
Mama: bukan taknak tapi *bla bla blaa
Baba: -----------fedup

uwaaa.. so he speaks! this is not the first time that statement kuar mulut dia tapi lots of times now! Plus my helper is again leaving end of this month, i dah start terkontang kanting. Sapa nak jaga Riky, ngan myself and hubby so bz, kuar pagi nak malam baru balik...macam mana?

benti keje make sense, but tremendous amount of other things heavied my mind and soul..Riky can be sent to nursery tapi si bujang ni, aisey..harap2 leh la survive kat nursery..

myself cannot stay idle without doing anything. that it so totally not in the plate. i need to do something. but what and how. cannot think la..nak business pon takde byk pengalaman,tak byk pengalaman ni la risk dia makin tinggi.

tapi hubby ckp mmg la kalo business 90% we talk bout risks! pfft..benti keje? mmg la kat office pon scenario is not good now ni, which i think everyone pon ada issue mereka sindri, thats including me!

if i said let me think bout the solutiion or proposal, i think ive been thinking for quite sometime..tapi zero output. hmm hubby kata goreng pisang kat depan je la..ha. one of the ways to start learning bout business tapi myself tak minat la plak, lagipun me takde touch mcm my other sibs la..derang masak mmg power.

agaknye kene benti dulu kot baru idea sampai..hehe

Eid mubarak All

Salam aidilfitri readers, maaf zahir batin..lama gak rasenya tak update blog ni, bukan apa, sebuk manjang je..raya cuti pon cuti yang diprovide by company, worse still we have to replace the hols by working on Saturdays..now how cunning it can be kan..serupa takyah cuti..

forget bout all the lousy details, lets talk bout raya! raya tahun ni patut turn seremban, tapi hubby cakap since nak balik sana tu lalu sini, so raya sini la dulu..pehh..lama gak la myself nak get to that statement,bukan apa tahun ni turn raya kat semban, then all my sibs pon raya sini, then we have new member memeng, jadi i anticipate it would be a huge one..tapi takpela..i follow his words, since i dont want this raya to be a raya with air mata..hehehe

anyhow, we singgah at my inlaws, solat and breakfast, then shoot to seremban..after fri prayer balik sri menanti kg gunung pasir..dah ramai da kat kampong at that time.my uncles n aunties suma sebok prepare mcm2 food..cousins pegi mandi jeram, siapkan food nak bbq malam tu, main bola..mcm2 aktiviti la..mmg meriah..acara kemuncak petang tu adalah meriam buluh la..apa lagi..yg main pon otai2 ye suma, nak turunkan ilmu la kan, hahaha..then malam bbq followed by acara penutup main mercun aka lawan mercun ngan kampong sebelah!

meraung2 la si riky, takotkan bunyi berdentum dentam. takleh wat apa la..sebab tokey main mercun tu baba ae sindri, paling abes i leh buat pon sengih sambil menjengilkan mata kat baba dia, which i cud say pretty much sia-sia aja...hahah..tak kisah la baba, malam kang adik meraung baba la layan yea, mama sumbat cotton ball kat tinge..hehe

before acara kemuncak malam main mercun tu, we have a soal jawab session, more like kuiz session la..simple q like what is our kampungs name, nama pokok sebelah ni ape, nama den apo..haha..simple yet hard for these little ones, but they did show some courage in answering them very confidently walaupon salah..after that followed by acara salam2 bagi angpow to them..

menarik mmg menarik..and to see Awe smile ear to ear with her similar question- dah makan ko boluuuumm..it definitely worth it to go throughout all the traffic to get to this kampung ujung pasir..The Suda Rocks!

Isle of Wight

Isle of Wight

one of the best moments..read it tru my frens' eyes dis time..:)

* Awe *

asal hubby ajak balik gunung pasir jeh i always feel excited..ye la..i got to meet his grandma..mine dah lama kembali ke rahmatullah..

jadi when we get to gather, then bawak zikry jumpe onyang dia..we grab the chance la..bukan apa, sometimes young ones ne if tak buatkan cenggini we tend to get drifted away ngan our daily chores..

plan nak mandi jeram, uii best so bawak la baju extra...alih2 ujan la plak, but still i changed clothes, but it's because riky muntah!..waaarrgghh

so next, balik raya pulaaaa

** Mama ke mbaa **

riky skrang dok panggil mba mba mba..abes nenek dia, atuk, wan dia, baba, mama pon jadi mba..eii..nak wat canne lak, dah tentu dia spend time the most with that mba of him, what a dilemma..

jeles gak, but so far he still goes after me la..phewww..lucky. or else mau notice 24 hours..heheh..papahal pon nasib la ada nur ni..keje skrang ne bukan menentu..teragak derang nak buat meeting kang, kul 6pm dia panggil..padahal waktu tu hatiku sudah berada bersama riky..ooo rikyyy...


owh dah tentu la hati ku bersama babahnye juge...hehe..if not baba muncung mama balik lambat yea..heheh..

** KPJ as our second home? **

if tengok caption atas tu, nauzubillah..tapi lately ne tu la yang berlaku..myself baru je got discharged last 2 months, then last 2 weeks, my darling Riky lak get admitted..

Well his case to me was so much worse than mine..ye la, kalo oang tua sakit dia leh la bagitau ke apa ke..but what can a 1 months plus year old toddler can do? merengek je la..

it all started on that day..riky muntah. tapi i thought that was because he was coughing before..then dia amik his noon nap as usual..tapi tak selesa..like very uncomfortable, guling2 like he's in pain..still being such a stupid mom i am, i again thought this is him being normal..then petang tu after he's being fed, he cried and cried..as tho he's in great pain..bila dukung dia naik2 atas badan..panic la, luckily la mom ada sama so we rushed to dhillon's. kat sini, siap potong q lagi, cakap ngan nurse tu tolong la, since riky dah nangis2 dah waktu tu..

seriously i was so panicked..yet calm gak la..tapi dalam hati tuhan je yang tau..dhillon diagnosed him and then gave some med. kata if dia tak heal pagi sok kene gi wat x ray stat! suspected usus riky mungkin terbelit or stuck within each other..

upon hearing that, my mon dah nangis. i became blur. what? what? but why? how come..how? balik, bagi ubat, then dia taknak susu..tapi dia nak minum ORS..lega rasenya, at least he wants to drink. but, split 5 minutes, he threw up. and practically threw up whatever he consumed earlier..sampai muntah hijau..

we rushed him to the hospital, riky lembik dah..ya Allah..i plead for Your mercy..please ya Allah..when he vomitted again, i nearly losin my poker face, paed Dr.Wan was on call, dia datang there and then pasang drip..

after that, admitted then dekat ward riky e ek darah! pool of blood..ya Allah..doa doa doa..aku ni hamba Mu yang lemah ya Allah..he vomitted again, then e ek..process ni went for couple of days..

anyhow, alhamdulillah he recovered now..cause still unknown, ada some kind of bacterial infection..but follow up je la skrang ni..rase trauma tul, mengingatkan anak2 di luar sana yang ada sakit yg more kronik, ya Allah moga beri kekuatan pada parents ini dan sembuhkan lah anak mereka..amiin..

riky, such an unpleasant experience for mama...mama takes it, whatever doesnt kill us, it makes us stronger kan...i love you..terima kasih ya Allah..

how ha?

lately ni, this question always struck me..how to juggle my career life and family life..how to work with new surrounding..how to handle ppl that has big batu implanted in their head..how to be rich..hmmph hmmpph..thats the most interesting one yet remain as one of the hardest..

if i tell dis to dear hubby,his answer is so senang- apa mau risau, itu suma qada & qadar, doa shj, Allah da susun semua untuk kita..aisey, topic tu terus mati. when i get his answer, different question lak popped up.

are men always dis ignorant? oops occay let me rephrase, are men always dis least sensetive? nnt myself buat survey..hehe