Epidural-Yes or No

Mengenangkan episode zikry bersalin, hmm memang rasenya vote Yes to epidural..

Flashback-zikry is still floating although dah engage. bukaan da full, jadi proses teran tu double, first nak teran dia ke pintu then only teran untuk keluarkan dia..the process, takyah cakapla, siap ada adegan meneran sambil mengereng lagi, huwaaaa

Mengenangkan 'keegoan' diri, vote No to epidural..

so seri la sekarang nampaknya.

hmm right now hanya mampu berdoa ajelah, tapi tengok la mode of delivery canne..if doc decide nak induce, might as well perhaps i will consider epidural hugely in my decision making.

if jadi kembar air insyaAllah, moga-moga dipermudahkan jalan keluar baby maka i will try my best not to take epidural..

but i guess the biggest obstacle is myself...this tiny brain of mine pon asyik feeding painful stories to myself, might as well me rase mcm chicken out a bit?

Ya Allah bimbingla saya ke jalan yang Engkau ketahui paling baik untuk kita, amiiinnn

so end result masih seri la ni....huwwaaa