Euro Trip 2011

Afrer 4 years of leaving Europe, im back again!

sgt excited, bukan apa, teringat memories lama, kira cam down memory lanes la..ehhe

but this time the trip is even more meaningful to me, since i'll be going with my loved ones and extended families...jadi the more the merrier la kan?

preparation in fact took months before..although takde la prepare gempak2 sgt but since lots of points and factors, twist n turns, currencies need to be taken care off, so prepare la apa2 yang patut..

nasib la ive been to those countries before, so more less bole anticipate la what might happened, i guess 4 years advanced wont be changing so many things..

so off we go for 2 wks time- London->Paris->Switz->England

tiring? mmgla, dalam keadaan dealing with morning sickness, kerenah zikry lg, but luckily suma family members lend their hands in the tasks..maunye tak, ngan pram, bottles, formula milk, pampers, so we were so handful..jadi cousins pon chipped in la apa2 yg patut..thanks guys!

down the memory lanes, I realized that whatever hardships ive endured during those years, ups n downs, mostly faced alone are all bloody worth it! thanks Allah, parents and families for everything that've been sacrificed for my wellbeing during those wonderful years..xoxox

no entry for 2011? aparaa

hahah...bukan tak masuk internet, tapi just am lazy to punch in lines, pemalas betul kan, if nak consider sebok, start bulan March dah tak sebok dah, sebok buat mende2 yg menggembirakan ada la..although kadang2 semak kepala, tapi hey who doesnt? name me one person yg takde masalah, and that person is either a big fat bloody liar or insane...

zikry tengah tido skrang and hubby hasnt got back yet, which gives me a slot for myself. close the tv, minimize facebook and here i am..dulu ada la cita2 nak jadi penulis, zaman remaja muda belia dulu ada la hantar2 ke mag or suratkhabar artikel2 ni, ada yg kene siar, ada yg tak, hatred mail pon penah but with full name and address tau..buatkan orangnye keje karangan, essays, jadi co editor majalah kolej, and so on..but end up jadi technical slave-engineer. i wonder what've made me push towards that direction.nak kat money...dont think so. nak kata time?geez not at all, passion? with all the kamiran and functions? hell no! so what?

maybe it was my late brother in law. when i took aerodynamics, he sort off laughed me off in a good way, challenged me, hey sis in law, are you sure you can do it? him being a graduate from US with sponsorship from gov was a successful one, but at that time maybe i was too naive to absorb what kind of pressure he was facing..and unfortunately, that was what caused his death part of sudah sampai ajal..

jadi..now im turning leaf. to what direction pulak? entahla....

Bali

we have always dreamt of going to Bali Indonesia. tapi cam biasa la, ada few things nak kene settle dulu, work, time, hutang, money constraint, so the plan was taking backseat all way long. until one day i saw an ad by the famous low cost airline, which actually offered good and resonable price so i called hubby and he said "well...ooooo kk.." although he might sounded slightly skeptical at that time, macam ada doubt tapi do i care? hahahahahh..another reason-sambut 2nd birthday Zikry..haaa..i love being ridiculous!

so ticket pon ber book. when i compared the price with my sister who had been there, she said it was cheap. so it was quite a bargain then. that was what ive been bragging to dear hubby to eliminite those doubts!hehe..suprisingly it works..or perhaps he already got knackered of me telling the same thing all over again..

jadi pagi tu, abah yg tlg hantar ke airport. we were quite excited. sbb last year, we did not go anywhere for hols, considering zikry is still so small.jadi trip at early year ni sounds perfect to lift up the mood for the rest of the year ( that was solely my opinion, not hubby's! heheeh)

we were at Bali for 4 days n 3 nights. boy it rained cats n dogs. tapi managed jugak la nak jalan2 at famous popi street 1 & 2. didnt shop much sbb this trip we agreed to relax more then spending more..

at first nak dok kat area my sister suggested which was pretty nice..but that was 2 years ago. skrang ni bile baca balik review dia travellers comment dah ada dogs poo lat kat beach, kinda dirty and so on. so myself terpaksa la revoke that booking and back to square one.

since kiterang pegi tu weekend, jadi most of the places were already fulled. yang tak full plak, kiterang tak mampu...so carik punya carik, dpt la this one hotel depan Kuta beach-Kuta Seaview and Spa boutique hotel. bole la..decoration was nice, since we wanted seaview, dia letaknya kitorang kat 3rd floor. ha amik ko, mind you, without elevator tau...heheh, takpe..anggap je la exercise.hongeh gak rasenya..

all in, trip was fine, zikry enjoyed it most, he loves beach but without the waves..mana bole, takpe i'll train him to love it like how his mama and baba do..

** Allah is supergreat **

the motto what doesnt kill me makes me stronger works for me couple of times before when i've had few mishaps in my life..but the recent event collapsed me.

because? i didnt see this coming. i didnt even think that it might occured within my life journey...but it did. OK, compared to other ppl yes im still considered lucky since i have baby Z with me..but im just a human being, i need time to recover.

what happened? my lovely foetus heartbeat stopped beating at its 9 weeks. i came to know during my usual routine check up at its 10 n 1/2 weeks.it's seriously took me by suprise. ive heard its heartbeat during its 7 weeks, it was so damn strong, in fact stronger than baby Z during his time..that surely gives me good sign right but yeah who am i to decide my lifepath...

i accept whatever had happened to me, but like i said im just a normal homo sapiens. i need time to recover and grieve. a famous quote once says, grieving is the best healing medicine actually..so i think i'll hang to that at the moment.

whatever had tookplace, Allah surely has better plans for me, insyaAllah.i have faith. and im satisfied, since i think ive loved the foetus unconditionally during our moment 'together'..

I pray for dear readers not to undergo the same grievances and depression that Ive had to endure, but have faith and you'll be alright..

And so he speaks!

1st scenario:
Baba: Sok Saturday my cousins nak datang ye
Mama: Ala sok ma keje la yang
Baba: Hmm

2nd scenario:
Mama: hmm poning tul la layang operator ne *bebel2 sindri sambil check messages
Baba: soh benti taknak!
Mama: bukan taknak tapi *bla bla blaa
Baba: -----------fedup

uwaaa.. so he speaks! this is not the first time that statement kuar mulut dia tapi lots of times now! Plus my helper is again leaving end of this month, i dah start terkontang kanting. Sapa nak jaga Riky, ngan myself and hubby so bz, kuar pagi nak malam baru balik...macam mana?

benti keje make sense, but tremendous amount of other things heavied my mind and soul..Riky can be sent to nursery tapi si bujang ni, aisey..harap2 leh la survive kat nursery..

myself cannot stay idle without doing anything. that it so totally not in the plate. i need to do something. but what and how. cannot think la..nak business pon takde byk pengalaman,tak byk pengalaman ni la risk dia makin tinggi.

tapi hubby ckp mmg la kalo business 90% we talk bout risks! pfft..benti keje? mmg la kat office pon scenario is not good now ni, which i think everyone pon ada issue mereka sindri, thats including me!

if i said let me think bout the solutiion or proposal, i think ive been thinking for quite sometime..tapi zero output. hmm hubby kata goreng pisang kat depan je la..ha. one of the ways to start learning bout business tapi myself tak minat la plak, lagipun me takde touch mcm my other sibs la..derang masak mmg power.

agaknye kene benti dulu kot baru idea sampai..hehe

Eid mubarak All

Salam aidilfitri readers, maaf zahir batin..lama gak rasenya tak update blog ni, bukan apa, sebuk manjang je..raya cuti pon cuti yang diprovide by company, worse still we have to replace the hols by working on Saturdays..now how cunning it can be kan..serupa takyah cuti..

forget bout all the lousy details, lets talk bout raya! raya tahun ni patut turn seremban, tapi hubby cakap since nak balik sana tu lalu sini, so raya sini la dulu..pehh..lama gak la myself nak get to that statement,bukan apa tahun ni turn raya kat semban, then all my sibs pon raya sini, then we have new member memeng, jadi i anticipate it would be a huge one..tapi takpela..i follow his words, since i dont want this raya to be a raya with air mata..hehehe

anyhow, we singgah at my inlaws, solat and breakfast, then shoot to seremban..after fri prayer balik sri menanti kg gunung pasir..dah ramai da kat kampong at that time.my uncles n aunties suma sebok prepare mcm2 food..cousins pegi mandi jeram, siapkan food nak bbq malam tu, main bola..mcm2 aktiviti la..mmg meriah..acara kemuncak petang tu adalah meriam buluh la..apa lagi..yg main pon otai2 ye suma, nak turunkan ilmu la kan, hahaha..then malam bbq followed by acara penutup main mercun aka lawan mercun ngan kampong sebelah!

meraung2 la si riky, takotkan bunyi berdentum dentam. takleh wat apa la..sebab tokey main mercun tu baba ae sindri, paling abes i leh buat pon sengih sambil menjengilkan mata kat baba dia, which i cud say pretty much sia-sia aja...hahah..tak kisah la baba, malam kang adik meraung baba la layan yea, mama sumbat cotton ball kat tinge..hehe

before acara kemuncak malam main mercun tu, we have a soal jawab session, more like kuiz session la..simple q like what is our kampungs name, nama pokok sebelah ni ape, nama den apo..haha..simple yet hard for these little ones, but they did show some courage in answering them very confidently walaupon salah..after that followed by acara salam2 bagi angpow to them..

menarik mmg menarik..and to see Awe smile ear to ear with her similar question- dah makan ko boluuuumm..it definitely worth it to go throughout all the traffic to get to this kampung ujung pasir..The Suda Rocks!

Isle of Wight

Isle of Wight

one of the best moments..read it tru my frens' eyes dis time..:)