** a sad sad day..**

** funny..it's a sad parting moments..well..parting moments are meant to be sad, but this kind of sad is slightly different, its more like the hollow kind of sad..the emptiness and sorrowness..ok ok, im slightly exaggerating but wasnt my fault to be bit emotional during my last day in this IFX MAL office..

like what my speach had preached, it is easy to leave the company, but it will never be easy to leave my friends behind..despite our different race, cultural background, we manage to understand each other in professional and friendship way..Tho it is never a plain sailing especially between me n my Boss, we reap the ties together and moved on...im glad to have him as my boss actually...he taught me a lot, and did annoy me big time too...hehe..

but tell me, who doesnt such emotion at their workplace...it's how you adapt to those things and get comfortable with it...as for myself, as im getting more comfortable in my seat, about to lift my legs up, suddenly i have to put them down again and start new moves...

and spare me...it can be quite scary at some point...

tributes to my soon to be X colleagues or dear friends...it's always clean fun to have had you around..to Bosses..thank you for standing up for me..my sincerest apologies should ive offended you in any way, i never meant it to be that way...

keep in locks!

** still in awe **

** like the title..im still in awe..still walking on air, or to be precised thin air..when laa this jetlagged gonna fade off...my biological clock and hormonal thingy had all gone haywire..it never went this bad at other trips...

** im gettting olllld!..thats y my body seemed to not sustain all these whoohoos..urrgh i guess it it is all in my mind...chant** its all in my mind...chant** its all in my mind....chant** its all in miiin sleepy...uwaaa its not working..

**back after 2 weeks out**

*phew..dat 2 wonderful blissful weeks had passed, in a jiffy! apart from being tanned, truly deeply am missin my darlin riky every second.., I was so truly glad to have the oppurtunity to become His AlMighty's guest..

yea..it was awesome, the omra'/umrah trip was unspeakable, the experience of seeing the image which imprinted on your prayer mat was urgh..arggh..erm.. like i said was darn unspeakable! i believe that each one of you who had the oppurtunity to perfom one would be giving different kind of feedback..it's like youre in different kind of mode, setting..different jibes..and your tear machine will runs automatically!

had an oppurtunity to go tru Cairo Egypt before that...to view one of the 7 wonders infront of me had yea again made me dumbfounded..how on earth can these ancient people put up these blocks together? and mind you, these blocks are all still stand still, and safe for me to say that each or most of these blocks are all higher than me! ( hey im not thaaat short oke...hehehe ) I said are here because they still remain astounding there like the ageing decades havent done anything to them...well not anything actually, the Sphinx's beard was actually skinned out by the winds or forces of nature..

weather is scorching hot..well that weathercasts few days before i flown out surely sent me some goosebumps...how can i sustain that 46 47 deg cels? i did i did..praise to Allah i managed to hold that heat without much issues...He is surely the Greatest to grant me that...

** to be continued

** friends indeed...**

** uu wat a very interesting lunch date ive had just now, with two lovely friends who have different kind of personalities and stories...but i think it was me who kept on babbling all the time, and managed to finish most of the not-so-tasty food..geez thanks to Eliz for keep on pouring that tomyam inside my bowl with Pojiah looking intently as tho saying- i cant bloody believe that you can still stomach down all that err food? heheh...well pojiah, i guess it's because im just plain happy to see both of you, like it or not the only single thing that connects us is our or shall i say my soon to be x-company...but erm that was only at the beginning of this wonderful friendship..now? we share pretty much lots of things...and not a sec hesitance for me to say that they are quite a friend indeed...

** hmmph..which floods me back with old time stories...boring stuff but it does f hurt me a lot whenever it crosses my mind...and mind you, it tend to cross my brain cells regardless of any specific time, like when you have nothing else to do....or sprung out of nowhere, i feel the pain, it hurts, eventho when youre in the mid of colourful rainbows..! see...thats why it is sometimes not so great to have bff in a way, cause ppl tend to have build their own agenda and plot behind despite being that i-die-for-you-anytime buddy...

im not saying all of you peeps..there are truly a bunch of good ones, but this other type of ppl does exist..and they make it prominent by hurting their so called bff...well..bull with all the apologies or crocodile tears after that...x-friend, lightning doest strike twice..and i f truly learnt my lesson, hard.....

** riky baby honey **

** riky didnt sleep that much again last night..unlike proud daddy who snored all the way :))
well..being a mommy has granted you the amazing ability or hunch to feel that your little bundle is indeed in the middle of pain, feeling uncomfortable or wanting to be entertained..reason i say this? had woke up in the mid of rainy night, instinct doesnt feel right somewhere, quick look inside the cradle and to my horror, riky is about to take an overturn in it! sprung out from the bed Just In Time, riky looked at me with this owh-whatta-heck-mom- im-actually-testing-my backbone look..hmm darling, just not yet oke..on the other hand..japanese must be proud with me JIT ability...:P

my oh my....i cursed myself for being soo tired and therefore had turned into helpless jello, riky normally sleeps in the mid of daddy n mommy...but last nite? my sleepyhead had took over my conscience..ive been possessed! well..not exorcised but by my own negligence...had left zikry in the cradle and had had this imagination that i'll wake up soon and later will scoop him back on the bed with us..

eventually that's not what had happened..stupid mommy, am so sorry baby riky honey..promise mommy'll double dose my Examo vitamin ! :))

** am missing it...f loads!**

miss la..all the good days three f years back..that dudes n dudettes...gosh how much we've gone tru..the ups n downs...the journey was unbelievably entertaining and fullfilling..

goodness...*sigh* yea yea..no more livin in pretty kukuland ija..life cant be that awesome all the time..**

duuuude..we should by any means get together you know..for the sake of ol' times..

love ya'all..**

** tired to the max **

* dis is too bloody much*

** man, this is too damn much, dont think that im gonna comply this time.

dude, eat it up, i wont oblige big time.. or ever! u got to deal with your own mess, absolutely am not your mop, always be there to tarnish back whatever shite being left by you..

urrgghhh...definitely not my idea to 'enjoy' my last days..